Sukta 10.34
द्वेष्टि श्वश्रूरप जाया रुणद्धि न नाथितो विन्दते मर्डितारम् । अश्वस्येव जरतो वस्न्यस्य नाहं विन्दामि कितवस्य भोगम् ॥
dvéṣṭi śvaśrū́r ápa jāyā́ ruṇaddhi ná nāthitó vindate marḍitā́ram | áśvasyeva járato vásnyasya náhaṃ vindāmi kitavásya bhógam ||
Teściowa mnie nienawidzi; żona mnie odpycha i zamyka przede mną drzwi; ten, kto szuka schronienia, nie znajduje pomocnika. Jak stary koń wystawiony na sprzedaż, nie znajduję radości, tylko pustą cząstkę hazardzisty.
The gambler is hated by his mother-in-law; his wife drives him away and bars him out. Seeking refuge, he finds no helper. Like an old horse put up for sale, he finds no enjoyment—only the empty ‘share’ of the gambler.
When the consciousness gives itself to compulsive desire (kitava-bhāva), the harmonizing powers of life turn hostile: the ‘mother-in-law’ (the established law/discipline of the house of being) rejects him; the ‘wife’ (the soul’s chosen delight/companionship in life) shuts him out. The seeker who has fallen into addiction cannot find the inner helper (marḍitā) because the will is dispersed and self-betrayed. The ‘old horse for sale’ is the vital force (aśva) worn out by repetition; it can no longer carry the journey of tapas, and the pleasure it promises becomes tasteless and humiliating.
Addiction isolates: it breaks trust, expels one from inner and outer supports, and turns the life-force into a depleted instrument. Without a return to inner will and truth, pleasure becomes a hollow remainder rather than nourishment.
social rupture, inner exile, unfulfilled seeking
Traditionally linked with the Ailūṣa lineage; remembered as a seer who voices stark self-knowledge and social-spiritual consequences of error, turning confession into instruction.
Kavaṣa’s tone is penitential and diagnostic: the rishi does not moralize from outside but reveals the psychology of bondage so the will can turn back toward inner law (ṛta) and saving fire (Agni as the true helper).
A coercive power of division and chance that entangles the human in repetitive action; in a wider sense, a force of lower nature that deranges right order.
Compulsion, craving, and the deceptive sweetness that binds attention; a power that fragments will and obscures the inner guide.
Instructional lament; reinforces the necessity of self-rule for social and inner order.
द्वेष्टि॑ श्व॒श्रूरप॑ जा॒या रु॑णद्धि॒ न ना॑थि॒तो वि॑न्दते मर्डि॒तार॑म् । अश्व॑स्येव॒ जर॑तो॒ वस्न्य॑स्य॒ नाहं वि॑न्दामि कित॒वस्य॒ भोग॑म् ॥
द्वेष्टि॑ । श्व॒श्रूः । अप॑ । जा॒या । रु॒ण॒द्धि॒ । न । ना॒थि॒तः । वि॒न्द॒ते॒ । म॒र्डि॒तार॑म् । अश्व॑स्यऽइव । जर॑तः । वस्न्य॑स्य । न । अ॒हम् । वि॒न्दा॒मि॒ । कि॒त॒वस्य॑ । भोग॑म् ॥
dveṣṭi | śvaśrūḥ | apa | jāyā | ruṇaddhi | na | nāthitaḥ | vindate | marḍitāram | aśvasya-iva | jarataḥ | vasnyasya | na | aham | vindāmi | kitavasya | bhogam
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4 pādas × ~11 syllables
Grave, forward-driving cadence with a confessional weight; strong caesura supports stark statements.
Produces sober clarity and self-recognition; the rhythm ‘presses’ the mind to face consequence and choose reversal (nivṛtti).
Instructional lament; reinforces the necessity of self-rule for social and inner order.
Didactic/ethical recitation; reflective contexts rather than a fixed śrauta employment.
Admonitory chanting or teaching within assemblies; a ‘warning hymn’ against bondage.
Addiction recovery, impulse-control practice, and contemplative journaling: chant before making choices involving risk/compulsion.
√mṛḍ ‘be gracious’ (marḍitā́ram) evokes the sought divine mercy, absent here due to disorder. vasná ‘price’ frames the self as commodified—innerly, the being reduced to exchange-value by desire. The social alienation images encode inner alienation: the supportive powers turn hostile when consciousness is ruled by compulsion.
loss of support (absence of marḍitā), degradation of the self (old horse for sale), fruitlessness of sense-enjoyment (bhoga without ānanda)
Violation of ṛta fractures relational harmony; the being is ‘shut out’ from supportive powers.
Truth is lost when desire dictates; restoration begins with honest seeing (confession).
A fall from ordered becoming into disordered repetition; the need for re-kindling the inner fire.
Proto-Vedāntic/Integral (Aurobindo-style) psychology: lower nature’s compulsion vs. psychic assent to the Divine Will.
The ‘old horse’ is exhausted life-energy; the blocked door is the closing of inner delight when will is misaligned.
Witness the craving-cycle; re-offer desire into the inner fire (Agni) as will-to-truth.
maṇipūra (will/drive)
Nadi-śodhana or 4-4-6 breathing to cool compulsion and restore choice.
From rajasic agitation to sattvic remorse and clarity.
Name the ‘door that is shut’ (where joy is blocked), then invoke Agni as helper: one deliberate renunciation followed by one deliberate right action.
Mixed udātta/anudātta/svarita as per Ṛgvedic recitation; preserve the pada boundaries for clarity.
Lean on the verbal stresses in dvéṣṭi / rúṇaddhi / víndate / náham; keep caesura after the first hemistich (…marḍitāram |).
ṣ in dveṣṭi is retroflex (not dental s), śvaśrūḥ: śv- cluster; long ūḥ at end, ruṇaddhi: double ddh, nasalized u (ru-ṇa-), aśvasyeva: avoid inserting extra vowel between s-y, kitavasya: short i, dental t
Sober, steady, confessional; avoid dramatic speed—let meaning land.
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