Akrūra’s Mission: The Departure from Vraja and the Yamunā Vision of Viṣṇu-Ananta
यस्त्वं प्रदर्श्यासितकुन्तलावृतं मुकुन्दवक्त्रं सुकपोलमुन्नसम् । शोकापनोदस्मितलेशसुन्दरं करोषि पारोक्ष्यमसाधु ते कृतम् ॥ २० ॥
yas tvaṁ pradarśyāsita-kuntalāvṛtaṁ mukunda-vaktraṁ su-kapolam un-nasam śokāpanoda-smita-leśa-sundaraṁ karoṣi pārokṣyam asādhu te kṛtam
你曾向我们显现穆昆达的面容——乌黑发丝环绕,秀美双颊与挺拔鼻梁相映,更因那能驱散忧苦的淡淡微笑而无比动人。如今你却使那面容隐而不见;你这作为实在不善。
This verse shows the gopīs’ love at its peak: even a moment without Kṛṣṇa’s darśana feels unbearable, and His remembered smile becomes the very medicine that removes sorrow—yet separation makes their longing even stronger.
Akrūra had enabled their seeing Kṛṣṇa’s enchanting face, but as he prepared to take Kṛṣṇa toward Mathurā, the gopīs felt he was making Kṛṣṇa ‘out of sight’ to them; in the intensity of love, they call that act ‘not proper.’
When you cannot feel immediate “darśana” or closeness, deepen remembrance—through nāma-japa, śravaṇa of Kṛṣṇa-kathā, and steady practice—so that longing becomes a force that purifies and strengthens devotion rather than discouraging it.