अलंबलवधः (Alaṃbala-vadhaḥ) / The Slaying of Alaṃbala and the Advance toward Karṇa
अकामयानेन मया विशिखैरर्दितो भूशम्
akāmayānena mayā viśikhair ardito bhūśam
Sañjaya said: “Though I had no wish to fight, I was grievously tormented—pierced again and again by arrows.” The line underscores the moral strain of war: even the unwilling are swept into violence and made to suffer, revealing how conflict coerces bodies and consciences alike.
संजय उवाच