Mahādāna-prakaraṇa (The Doctrine of Great Gifts): Suvarṇa–Go–Bhūmi and Tulā-dāna
बालेन वृद्धेन मया हि यूना विजानता ज्ञानपरेण पापम् । तत्सर्वमेवाशु कृतं मदीयं तुलापुमान्वै हरतु स्मरारिः
bālena vṛddhena mayā hi yūnā vijānatā jñānapareṇa pāpam | tatsarvamevāśu kṛtaṃ madīyaṃ tulāpumānvai haratu smarāriḥ
无论我在童年、老年或青年之时——纵然明知正道,亦自许于智慧——我仍造作罪业。愿“灭爱者”斯摩罗利(Smarāri,迦摩之敌)迅疾除去我所作的一切,如同置于天平称量而后带走。
A devotee/narrated voice within Umāsaṃhitā (invocation addressed to Lord Shiva; framed by Suta Goswami’s narration to the sages)
Tattva Level: pashu
Shiva Form: Mahādeva
Significance: A confessional-prayer (ātma-nivedana) that models how the bound soul (paśu) petitions Śiva for pāśa-kṣaya (bondage-removal) through grace rather than self-justification.
Mantra: …tulāpumānvai haratu smarāriḥ
Type: stotra
It models Shaiva surrender (śaraṇāgati): the devotee admits sin across all stages of life and seeks Shiva’s purifying grace, affirming that liberation comes by the Lord’s removal of impurities (pāśa) when one turns inward with humility.
By invoking Shiva as Smarāri (a personal, Saguna form), the verse encourages devotional approach to the Lord—often expressed through Linga worship—where confession, offering, and mantra-japa are means to receive Shiva’s cleansing compassion.
A practical takeaway is daily repentance with Panchakshara japa (“Om Namaḥ Śivāya”), accompanied by simple Linga worship; on observances like Mahāśivarātri, one may add abhiṣeka, vibhūti (tripuṇḍra) application, and focused meditation on Shiva as the remover of inner दोष (impurities).