Shloka 48
Svargārohaṇa-parva Adhyāya 2 — Yudhiṣṭhira’s Inquiry for His Kin and the Vision of a Punitive Realm
कि नु सुप्तो5स्मि जागर्मि चेतयामि न चेतये । अहो चित्तविकारो<यं स्याद् वा मे चित्तविभ्रम:
ki nu supto 'smi jāgarmi cetayāmi na cetaye | aho cittavikāro 'yaṃ syād vā me cittavibhramaḥ ||
“我是在睡，还是在醒？我当真在觉知，还是全然不觉？唉——这莫非是我心识的紊乱，或是迷妄攫住了我的意识？”
वैशम्पायन उवाच
Educational Q&A
The verse highlights the fragility of human cognition: even a sincere person can be shaken into doubting whether experience is real or illusory. Ethically, it urges humility and careful discernment (viveka) when the mind is disturbed, rather than acting rashly under confusion.
In the closing movement of the Mahābhārata’s Svargārohaṇa episode, the speaker voices acute bewilderment—questioning wakefulness and awareness—indicating a moment where extraordinary events and intense grief/strain make ordinary perception unreliable.