Shloka 356
Draupadī’s Exhortation on Rājadharma and Daṇḍa (द्रौपद्याः राजधर्मोपदेशः)
तथा विनिकृता पुत्रैर्याहमिच्छामि जीवितुम् । भरतश्रेष्ठ! मैं ही संसारकी सब स्त्रियोंमें अधम हूँ, जो कि पुत्रोंसे हीन हो जानेपर भी जीवित रहना चाहती हूँ
tathā vinikṛtā putrair yāham icchāmi jīvitum | bharataśreṣṭha! aham eva saṃsārakī sarva-strīṣu adhamaḥ, yā putra-hīnā bhūtvāpi jīvitaṃ icchāmi |
“我竟被儿子们如此凌辱摧折，却仍想苟活于世。噢，婆罗多族中最卓越者！世间诸女之中，唯我最为凄苦——因为纵然已失尽诸子，我仍贪恋生命。”
वैशम्पायन उवाच
Educational Q&A
The verse highlights the depth of maternal grief and the moral self-scrutiny that follows catastrophe: even the natural will to live can feel blameworthy when one has lost one’s children and has been harmed by one’s own kin. It frames suffering as an ethical and emotional crisis, not merely a personal sorrow.
In Vaiśaṃpāyana’s narration, a bereaved woman speaks in lament, saying she has been grievously wronged by her sons and yet still clings to life. Addressing the listener as “best of the Bharatas,” the speech underscores the shame and desolation she feels after becoming sonless.