Adhyaya 32: Saṃjaya’s Return, Audience with Dhṛtarāṣṭra, and Ethical Admonition
यतः प्राप्त: संजय: पाण्डवेभ्यो न मे यथावन्मनस: प्रशान्तिः । सर्वेन्द्रियाण्यप्रकृतिं गतानि कि वक्ष्यतीत्येव मेडद्य प्रचिन््ता
yataḥ prāptaḥ sañjayaḥ pāṇḍavebhyo na me yathāvan manasaḥ praśāntiḥ | sarvendriyāṇy aprakṛtiṃ gatāni kiṃ vakṣyatīty eva me’dya pracintā ||
دھرتراشٹر نے کہا— “جب سے سنجے پانڈوؤں کے پاس سے لوٹ کر آیا ہے، میرے دل کو حقیقی سکون نہیں ملا۔ میری تمام حواس بے قرار ہو گئے ہیں۔ کل وہ کیا کہے گا—بس اسی بات کی آج مجھے سخت فکر ہے۔”
धृतराष्ट उवाच
The verse highlights how attachment and fear of consequences disturb inner peace: even before hearing the message, Dhṛtarāṣṭra’s mind and senses are unsettled. Ethically, it points to the cost of unresolved wrongdoing and the anxiety that precedes unjust conflict.
In the Udyoga Parva’s pre-war negotiations, Sañjaya has returned from the Pāṇḍavas. Dhṛtarāṣṭra confesses that since Sañjaya’s return he cannot rest, and he is consumed by worry about what Sañjaya will report next day.