Shloka 27
The Account of Sukalā (Vena-Episode Continuation): Padmāvatī, Gobhila’s Deception, and the Threat of a Curse
कथं भोक्ष्याम्यहं गत्वा कामो मामति पीडयेत् । अभुक्त्वैनां यदा यास्ये तत्स्यान्मृत्युर्ममैव हि
kathaṃ bhokṣyāmyahaṃ gatvā kāmo māmati pīḍayet | abhuktvaināṃ yadā yāsye tatsyānmṛtyurmamaiva hi
నేను వెళ్లి ఎలా భోగించగలను, కామం నన్ను తీవ్రంగా పీడిస్తున్నప్పుడు? ఆమెను భోగించకుండానే వెళ్లిపోతే, అది నాకే మరణం.
Unspecified (context required from surrounding verses in Bhūmi-khaṇḍa 49)
Concept: Unchecked kāma is experienced as bondage and even ‘death’; desire’s tyranny eclipses discernment.
Application: Notice craving’s catastrophizing (‘I cannot live without it’); pause, redirect attention to japa/puja/service, and avoid impulsive choices made under agitation.
Primary Rasa: shringara
Secondary Rasa: karuna
Visual Art Cues: {"scene_description":"A lone figure sits in a dim inner chamber, head bowed, hands clenched, as if crushed by an invisible weight of longing. Shadows coil around him like smoke, while a distant doorway glows faintly—suggesting the moral exit he cannot yet choose.","primary_figures":["Gobhila (or the desiring protagonist)"],"setting":"palace interior or secluded room with a low lamp, curtained doorway, and scattered ornaments symbolizing temptation","lighting_mood":"temple lamp-lit","color_palette":["deep maroon","smoky indigo","lamp-gold","ashen gray","muted sandalwood beige"],"tanjore_prompt":"Tanjore painting style: a richly dressed man seated in anguish within a palace chamber, heavy gold-leaf borders and halo-like lamp glow, ornate pillars, jewel-toned reds and greens, embossed ornaments scattered near his feet symbolizing temptation, expressive eyes showing torment, traditional South Indian detailing.","pahari_prompt":"Pahari miniature style: an introspective figure in a quiet room, delicate linework and soft shading, cool twilight palette, a small oil lamp casting a gentle pool of light, lyrical minimalism, refined facial expression of longing and fear, patterned textiles and a distant doorway hinting escape.","kerala_mural_prompt":"Kerala mural style: bold black outlines, stylized anguished face with large eyes, warm red-yellow-green palette, interior chamber with lamp and curling dark motifs representing kāma, traditional mural ornamentation framing the scene.","pichwai_prompt":"Pichwai cloth painting style: symbolic composition where dark floral-vine motifs of desire encircle a human figure, while a small central lotus and faint Vishnu-padma motif suggest the devotional alternative; intricate borders, deep blues and gold, temple-textile aesthetic."}
Audio Atmosphere: {"recitation_mood":"dramatic","suggested_raga":"Bhairavi","pace":"moderate-narrative","voice_tone":"emotional","sound_elements":["low drone (tanpura)","soft temple bells in distance","night insects","brief silence between lines"]}
Sandhi Resolution Notes: भोक्ष्याम्यहं = भोक्ष्यामि + अहम्; मामति = माम् + अति; अभुक्त्वैनाम् = अभुक्त्वा + एनाम्; तत्स्यान्मृत्युर्ममैव = तत् + स्यात् + मृत्युः + मम + एव (तत्+स्यात्→तत्स्यात्; त्+म→न्; ः+म→र्म)।
FAQs
It depicts overpowering kāma (desire) and the speaker’s sense that unfulfilled passion feels unbearable—so severe that leaving without gratification is equated with “death.”
As a standalone line, it reports the speaker’s inner compulsion rather than prescribing it. In Purāṇic narratives, such admissions commonly function as a warning about the force of lust and the ethical peril it can create.
Unchecked desire can distort judgment and make a person feel enslaved to impulse. The implied lesson is to cultivate restraint (dama) and discernment (viveka) before desire dictates action.