The Glory of the Mother-and-Father Tīrtha
Within the Vena Episode
यजनं याजनं वापि न जाने तीर्थसाधनम् । न मया साधितं ध्यानं पुण्यकालं सुकर्मजम्
yajanaṃ yājanaṃ vāpi na jāne tīrthasādhanam | na mayā sādhitaṃ dhyānaṃ puṇyakālaṃ sukarmajam
Aku tidak mengetahui cara melaksanakan yajña, tidak juga cara memimpin yajña bagi orang lain, dan tidak mengetahui disiplin ziarah ke tīrtha suci. Aku juga belum mengamalkan dhyāna, serta belum memelihara waktu-waktu mujarab yang lahir daripada amal kebajikan.
Unspecified (a first-person speaker confessing lack of ritual, pilgrimage, and meditation practice within the chapter’s dialogue context)
Concept: Spiritual honesty and humility precede true dharma; lack of ritual skill does not bar one from merit when one turns to accessible righteous conduct.
Application: Admit gaps without shame; begin with doable daily dharma (service, truthfulness, restraint) rather than postponing spirituality until one ‘knows everything’.
Primary Rasa: karuna
Secondary Rasa: shanta
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Audio Atmosphere: {"recitation_mood":"meditative","suggested_raga":"Bhairavi","pace":"slow-meditative","voice_tone":"reverent-soft","sound_elements":["soft temple bells","low drone (tanpura)","night insects","gentle silence between lines"]}
Sandhi Resolution Notes: vāpi = vā + api; sukarmajam = su-karma-jam; verse has multiple neuter objects coordinated with negation; jāne is 1sg present Ātmanepada form of √jñā.
The speaker admits not knowing yajña performance (yajana), not officiating sacrifices for others (yājana), not following pilgrimage disciplines (tīrtha-sādhanam), and not practicing meditation (dhyāna) or observing meritorious auspicious times (puṇya-kāla).
It reads as a humble self-assessment: the speaker confesses a lack of conventional religious disciplines—ritual, pilgrimage, and meditation—often as a prelude to emphasizing another path (such as devotion, surrender, or grace) elsewhere in the surrounding dialogue.
It refers to “auspicious sacred times” considered fruitful for merit, described as “arising from good deeds”—i.e., meritorious occasions or observances connected with righteous conduct and traditional dharmic timing.