Avadhūta’s Teachers: Python, Ocean, Moth, Bee, Elephant, Deer, Fish—and Piṅgalā’s Song of Detachment
आगतेष्वपयातेषु सा सङ्केतोपजीविनी । अप्यन्यो वित्तवान् कोऽपि मामुपैष्यति भूरिद: ॥ २५ ॥ एवं दुराशया ध्वस्तनिद्रा द्वार्यवलम्बती । निर्गच्छन्ती प्रविशती निशीथं समपद्यत ॥ २६ ॥
āgateṣv apayāteṣu sā saṅketopajīvinī apy anyo vittavān ko ’pi mām upaiṣyati bhūri-daḥ
Di antara orang yang datang dan pergi, dia yang hidup dengan pekerjaan itu berfikir, “Mungkin ada orang lain yang kaya akan datang kepadaku dan memberi banyak.” Dengan harapan sia-sia itu tidurnya hilang; bersandar di ambang pintu, kadang keluar ke jalan, kadang masuk semula—hingga tengah malam pun tiba.
This verse shows the mind’s pattern of clinging to hope—expecting a “generous wealthy man”—which keeps one bound to anxiety and dependence on external gain.
Pingalā is a courtesan whose disappointment becomes the turning point for renunciation; her story is used as a practical illustration of vairāgya (detachment).
Notice the habit of waiting for the “next opportunity” to fulfill desire; reducing such expectation and turning inward helps cultivate peace and self-respect.