Shloka 3
सत्यप्रतिज्ञा-तपःसंवादः
Pārvatī’s Vow of Truth and the Dialogue on Her Tapas
जानामि दुर्ल्लभं वस्तु कथम्प्राप्यं मया भवेत् । तथापि मन औत्सुक्यात्तप्यतेऽद्य तपो मया
jānāmi durllabhaṃ vastu kathamprāpyaṃ mayā bhavet | tathāpi mana autsukyāttapyate'dya tapo mayā
Aku tahu tujuan yang kucari amat sukar diraih—bagaimana mungkin aku memperolehnya? Namun karena kerinduan, batinku menyala; maka hari ini pun aku menjalani tapa.
Pārvatī
Tattva Level: pashu
Shiva Form: Mahādeva
Shakti Form: Pārvatī
Role: liberating
FAQs
It highlights the Shaiva path where sincere longing (autsukya) matures into tapas—steady inner discipline—showing that humility about one’s limitations can coexist with unwavering aspiration toward Shiva.
Parvati’s yearning is directed toward Saguna Shiva—Shiva as the personal Lord who can be attained through devotion and disciplined practice; such tapas is the inner counterpart of outward worship like linga-pūjā.
The takeaway is committed tapas: regulated living, focused meditation, and devotional resolve—often supported in Shaiva practice by japa of Shiva’s names (e.g., the Pañcākṣarī) alongside purity and restraint.