Kuntī’s Prayers and the Neutralization of the Brahmāstra
Uttarā Protected; Yudhiṣṭhira’s Grief Begins
बालद्विजसुहृन्मित्रपितृभ्रातृगुरुद्रुह: । न मे स्यान्निरयान्मोक्षो ह्यपि वर्षायुतायुतै: ॥ ४९ ॥
bāla-dvija-suhṛn-mitra- pitṛ-bhrātṛ-guru-druhaḥ na me syān nirayān mokṣo hy api varṣāyutāyutaiḥ
Ich habe viele Knaben, Brahmanen, Wohlgesinnte, Freunde, Eltern, Lehrer und Brüder getötet. Auch in Millionen von Jahren werde ich nicht von der Hölle befreit werden.
Whenever there is a war, there is certainly a massacre of many innocent living beings, such as boys, brāhmaṇas and women, whose killing is considered to be the greatest of sins. They are all innocent creatures, and in all circumstances killing of them is forbidden in the scriptures. Mahārāja Yudhiṣṭhira was aware of these mass killings. Similarly, there were friends, parents and preceptors also on both sides, and all of them were killed. It was simply horrible for him to think of such killing, and therefore he was thinking of residing in hell for millions and billions of years.
This verse shows Kuntīdevī’s grave warning: betrayal or harm toward one’s guru or brāhmaṇas is a severe offense that can obstruct liberation and lead to prolonged suffering.
In her prayers, Kuntī emphasizes moral and devotional integrity—she would rather accept suffering than be freed while carrying the burden of betrayal toward revered and protected persons.
Practice careful speech and conduct, especially toward teachers, elders, and those who support you; when mistakes happen, seek forgiveness, make amends, and cultivate humility to avoid harmful relationships and spiritual setbacks.