Avadhūta’s Teachers: Python, Ocean, Moth, Bee, Elephant, Deer, Fish—and Piṅgalā’s Song of Detachment
आगतेष्वपयातेषु सा सङ्केतोपजीविनी । अप्यन्यो वित्तवान् कोऽपि मामुपैष्यति भूरिद: ॥ २५ ॥ एवं दुराशया ध्वस्तनिद्रा द्वार्यवलम्बती । निर्गच्छन्ती प्रविशती निशीथं समपद्यत ॥ २६ ॥
āgateṣv apayāteṣu sā saṅketopajīvinī apy anyo vittavān ko ’pi mām upaiṣyati bhūri-daḥ
Unter den Kommenden und Gehenden, sie, die von diesem Gewerbe lebte, dachte: „Vielleicht kommt ein anderer Reicher zu mir und gibt reichlich.“ Durch diese eitle Hoffnung floh ihr der Schlaf; am Türpfosten lehnend ging sie bald hinaus, bald wieder hinein, bis allmählich Mitternacht herankam.
This verse shows the mind’s pattern of clinging to hope—expecting a “generous wealthy man”—which keeps one bound to anxiety and dependence on external gain.
Pingalā is a courtesan whose disappointment becomes the turning point for renunciation; her story is used as a practical illustration of vairāgya (detachment).
Notice the habit of waiting for the “next opportunity” to fulfill desire; reducing such expectation and turning inward helps cultivate peace and self-respect.