Indra’s Account: Shilada’s Tapas and Shiva’s Manifestation as Nandi
वल्मीकेनावृताङ्गश् च लक्ष्यः कीटगणैर्मुनिः वज्रसूचीमुखैश्चान्यै रक्तकीटैश् च सर्वतः
valmīkenāvṛtāṅgaś ca lakṣyaḥ kīṭagaṇairmuniḥ vajrasūcīmukhaiścānyai raktakīṭaiś ca sarvataḥ
غُطِّيت أطرافه بتلّ النمل، وصار ذلك الموني علامةً ظاهرة لأسراب الحشرات—منها ما له أفواه كإبرٍ من فَجْرَة (ڤَجْرَ/ڤَجْرَة)، ومنها ديدان حمراء كالدم—تهاجمه من كل جانب. ومع ذلك ثبت في التَبَس، واحتمل، حتى تُحرق قيود ألم الجسد بالصبر في الطريق إلى الـپَتي (شيفا).
Suta Goswami (narrating to the sages of Naimisharanya)
It frames the ascetic’s unwavering tapas as the inner prerequisite for true Liṅga-bhakti—steadiness that purifies the pashu (individual soul) so it can approach Pati (Śiva) beyond bodily disturbance.
By implication, Śiva-tattva is the unshaken ground of consciousness: the sage’s endurance mirrors the Shaiva ideal of abiding in the Self while pasha—pain, fear, and bodily limitation—attempts to dominate.
Tapas as a limb of Pāśupata discipline—patient endurance and withdrawal from body-identification—showing how austerity weakens pasha and stabilizes the seeker in devotion to Śiva.