Shloka 40

“यदि मैं दःशासनकी साँवली भुजाको कटकर धूलमें लोटती न देखूँ तो मेरे हृदयको क्या शान्ति मिलेगी? ।। त्रयोदश हि वर्षाणि प्रतीक्षन्त्या गतानि मे । विधाय ह्वदये मन्युं प्रदीप्तमिव पावकम्‌

yadi mayi duḥśāsanasya śyāmāṁ bhujāṁ kṛtvā dhūliṣu loṭantīṁ na paśyāmi, tato mama hṛdayaṁ kathaṁ śāntiṁ labheta? trayodaśa hi varṣāṇi pratīkṣantyā gatāni me, vidhāya hṛdaye manyuṁ pradīptam iva pāvakam.

“Nếu ta không thấy cánh tay sẫm màu của Duḥśāsana bị chém lìa, lăn lóc trong bụi đất, thì lòng ta sao có thể yên? Suốt mười ba năm ta đã chờ đợi, nuôi trong tim một cơn phẫn nộ cháy rực như ngọn lửa bừng bừng.”

त्रयोदशthirteen
त्रयोदश:
Karma
TypeAdjective
Rootत्रयोदश
FormNeuter, Accusative, Plural
हिindeed/for
हि:
TypeIndeclinable
Rootहि
वर्षाणिyears
वर्षाणि:
Karma
TypeNoun
Rootवर्ष
FormNeuter, Accusative, Plural
प्रतीक्षन्त्याby (me) waiting/while waiting
प्रतीक्षन्त्या:
Karana
TypeAdjective
Rootप्रतीक्षन्ती (प्रति-ईक्ष्)
FormFeminine, Instrumental, Singular
गतानिhave passed/gone
गतानि:
TypeAdjective
Rootगत (गम्)
FormNeuter, Nominative, Plural
मेof me/my
मे:
TypePronoun
Rootअस्मद्
FormGenitive, Singular
विधायhaving placed/established
विधाय:
TypeVerb
Rootवि-धा
FormAbsolutive (Gerund)
हृदयेin (the) heart
हृदये:
Adhikarana
TypeNoun
Rootहृदय
FormNeuter, Locative, Singular
मन्युम्wrath/anger
मन्युम्:
Karma
TypeNoun
Rootमन्यु
FormMasculine, Accusative, Singular
प्रदीप्तम्blazing
प्रदीप्तम्:
TypeAdjective
Rootप्रदीप्त (प्र-दीप्)
FormMasculine, Accusative, Singular
इवlike/as if
इव:
TypeIndeclinable
Rootइव
पावकम्fire
पावकम्:
TypeNoun
Rootपावक
FormMasculine, Accusative, Singular

वैशम्पायन उवाच

D
Duḥśāsana
A
arm (bhujā)
D
dust (dhūli)
H
heart (hṛdaya)
F
fire (pāvaka)

Educational Q&A

The verse highlights how long-nursed anger becomes a consuming inner fire, driving a person toward violent retribution. In the Mahābhārata’s ethical landscape, it warns that unresolved humiliation and hatred can eclipse peace of heart, even when framed as ‘justice’ within a warrior code.

On the eve of war in the Udyoga Parva, the speaker voices an uncompromising resolve against Duḥśāsana, expressing that only a brutal, visible punishment will bring inner peace. The line underscores the intensity of the Pandavas’ (especially Bhīma’s) remembered grievance after years of exile and waiting.