भीष्मपर्व — अध्याय ११०: पार्थभीमयोः प्रहारः तथा भीष्माभिमुखं संग्रामविस्तारः
Arjuna and Bhima’s pressure; escalation toward Bhishma
क्रीडता हि मया बाल्ये वासुदेव महामना: । पांसुरूषितगात्रेण महात्मा परुषीकृत:,“वासुदेव! बचपनमें खेलते समय मैंने अपने धूलि-धूसर शरीरसे उन महामनस्वी महात्माको सदा दूषित किया है
krīḍatā hi mayā bālye vāsudeva mahāmanāḥ | pāṃsurūṣitagātreṇa mahātmā paruṣīkṛtaḥ ||
Sinabi ni Sañjaya: “O Vāsudeva, noong aking kabataan, habang naglalaro, ako—na ang katawan ay balot ng alikabok—ay madalas na naging magaspang at nakapagpahamak sa dangal ng dakilang taong yaon na marangal ang loob. Ngayon, sa pag-alaala, kinikilala ko ang aking pagkakamali.”
संजय उवाच
Even unintended or childish disrespect toward a noble person is ethically weighty; recognizing one’s fault and cultivating humility and reverence are marks of inner growth.
Sañjaya addresses Kṛṣṇa as Vāsudeva and recalls his childhood play, confessing that, with a dust-covered body, he behaved roughly and thereby ‘soiled’ or dishonored a great-souled person.