Shloka 145

अनुक्रमणिकाध्यायः (Anukramaṇikā Adhyāya) — Invocation, Narrator Frame, and Textual Scope

Devanagari script

अहं त्वचक्षु: कार्पण्यात्‌ पुत्रप्रीत्या सहामि तत्‌ | मुहान्तं चानुमुह्यामि दुर्योधनमचेतनम्‌,मैं अंधा हूँ, अतः कुछ दीनताके कारण और कुछ पुत्रोंके प्रति अधिक आसक्ति होनेसे भी वह सब अन्याय सहता आ रहा हूँ। मन्दबुद्धि दुर्योधन जब मोहवश दुःखी होता था, तब मैं भी उसके साथ दुःखी हो जाता था

Transliteration

ahaṃ tvacakṣuḥ kārpaṇyāt putraprītyā sahāmi tat | muhāntaṃ cānumuhyāmi duryodhanam acetanam ||

Translation

Я слеп; и по жалкой слабости, и по чрезмерной любви к сыновьям я терпел все эти беззакония. Когда безрассудный Дурьодхана, ослеплённый заблуждением, впадал в скорбь, я скорбел вместе с ним.

Word by Word

• {'ahaṃ': 'I', 'tvacakṣuḥ (tvam + acakṣuḥ / acakṣuḥ)': 'blind

• without sight', 'kārpaṇyāt': 'from wretchedness, weakness, pitiable helplessness', 'putraprītyā': 'through love/attachment to (one’s) sons', 'sahāmi': 'I endure, I tolerate', 'tat': 'that (conduct/situation), those acts', 'muhāntam': 'one who is deluded/confused

• one overcome by moha', 'ca': 'and', 'anumuhyāmi': 'I become deluded along with

• I follow into the same delusion', 'duryodhanam': 'Duryodhana (proper name)', 'acetanam': 'unthinking, senseless, lacking discernment'}

Characters & Entities

• Duryodhana

Educational Q&A

What is the core teaching?

The verse highlights how personal weakness and attachment—especially parental favoritism—can become a form of moral blindness, leading one to tolerate injustice and to share in another’s delusion rather than restrain it.

What is happening in the narrative?

The speaker confesses that, being blind and emotionally bound to his sons, he has long endured wrongful acts; and whenever Duryodhana becomes distressed through delusion, the speaker’s mind follows him into the same sorrow and confusion.