Shloka 21
द्रौपदी-शैब्यसंवादः — Draupadī’s Identification and Counsel on Hospitality
शत्रुओंने मेरी हँसी उड़ायी है। मुझे अपने पौरुषका अभिमान था; किंतु यहाँ मैं कोई पुरुषार्थ न दिखा सका। पराक्रमी पाण्डवोंने अवहेलनापूर्ण दृष्टिसे मुझे देखा है। (ऐसी दशामें मुझे इस जीवनसे विरक्ति हो गयी है)
śatrubhiḥ me hāsyaṃ kṛtam; mama pauruṣe ’bhimāna āsīt, kintu iha ahaṃ kiñcid api puruṣārthaṃ na darśitavān. parākramibhiḥ pāṇḍavaiḥ avajñayā dṛṣṭyā ahaṃ dṛṣṭaḥ. (evaṃvidhāyāṃ daśāyāṃ mama asmin jīvite viraktir utpannā)
敵どもは我を嘲り笑った。かつて我は男の武勇を誇ったが、ここでは何ひとつ功を奏する働きも勇も示せなかった。剛勇のパーンダヴァたちは侮蔑の眼差しで我を見た。この有様に、我は生そのものを厭うようになった――傷ついた名誉は絶望となり、危うい決意へと変わったのだ。
दुर्योधन उवाच
Educational Q&A
The passage highlights how pride tied to status and prowess can collapse into despair when confronted with failure and public humiliation. Ethically, it warns that wounded ego—rather than reflective self-correction—can drive destructive choices, especially within a warrior code that equates worth with visible valor.
Duryodhana speaks after experiencing a humiliating setback: enemies ridicule him, and the Pāṇḍavas’ contemptuous look intensifies his sense of disgrace. He confesses that he could not demonstrate any meaningful prowess, and this shame turns into a stated disgust for life.