Gautama–Yama Saṃvāda: Mātṛ-Pitṛ-Ṛṇa (Debt to Parents) and Śubha-Loka Attainment
कि नु दुःखमतोडचन्यद् वै यदहं श्रमकर्शित: । भवतामाश्रमं प्राप्तो हताशो भ्रष्टलक्षण:
ki nu duḥkham ato 'nyad vai yad ahaṃ śramakarśitaḥ | bhavatām āśramaṃ prāpto hatāśo bhraṣṭalakṣaṇaḥ ||
Bhishma berkata, “Diliputi letih oleh jerih payah, kehilangan tanda-tanda kebesaranku, dan datang ke pertapaan kalian laksana orang tanpa harapan—duka apa lagi yang dapat melebihi ini?”
भीष्म उवाच
The verse highlights the ethical and psychological weight of losing one’s rightful status and dignity: true suffering is not merely physical fatigue but the collapse of hope and identity, prompting humility and a turn toward the refuge of an āśrama and dharmic counsel.
Bhishma addresses revered ascetics, describing his condition: exhausted by hardship, he has come to their hermitage despondent and deprived of the outward signs of his former royal standing, expressing that this feels like the greatest possible sorrow.