भीष्मपर्व — अध्याय ११०: पार्थभीमयोः प्रहारः तथा भीष्माभिमुखं संग्रामविस्तारः
Arjuna and Bhima’s pressure; escalation toward Bhishma
क्रीडता हि मया बाल्ये वासुदेव महामना: । पांसुरूषितगात्रेण महात्मा परुषीकृत:,“वासुदेव! बचपनमें खेलते समय मैंने अपने धूलि-धूसर शरीरसे उन महामनस्वी महात्माको सदा दूषित किया है
krīḍatā hi mayā bālye vāsudeva mahāmanāḥ | pāṃsurūṣitagātreṇa mahātmā paruṣīkṛtaḥ ||
Sañjaya berkata: “Wahai Vāsudeva, ketika aku masih kanak-kanak dan bermain-main, dengan tubuh berlumur debu aku kerap bersikap kasar dan menodai beliau—jiwa agung yang berhati mulia itu. Kini, mengingatnya, aku mengakui kesalahanku.”
संजय उवाच
Even unintended or childish disrespect toward a noble person is ethically weighty; recognizing one’s fault and cultivating humility and reverence are marks of inner growth.
Sañjaya addresses Kṛṣṇa as Vāsudeva and recalls his childhood play, confessing that, with a dust-covered body, he behaved roughly and thereby ‘soiled’ or dishonored a great-souled person.