Gautama–Yama Saṃvāda: Mātṛ-Pitṛ-Ṛṇa (Debt to Parents) and Śubha-Loka Attainment
कि नु दुःखमतोडचन्यद् वै यदहं श्रमकर्शित: । भवतामाश्रमं प्राप्तो हताशो भ्रष्टलक्षण:
ki nu duḥkham ato 'nyad vai yad ahaṃ śramakarśitaḥ | bhavatām āśramaṃ prāpto hatāśo bhraṣṭalakṣaṇaḥ ||
Bhishma dijo: «¿Qué pena podría ser mayor que ésta: que yo, consumido por el esfuerzo y la fatiga, haya llegado a vuestro eremitorio como un hombre sin esperanza, despojado incluso de las señales de mi antigua condición?»
भीष्म उवाच
The verse highlights the ethical and psychological weight of losing one’s rightful status and dignity: true suffering is not merely physical fatigue but the collapse of hope and identity, prompting humility and a turn toward the refuge of an āśrama and dharmic counsel.
Bhishma addresses revered ascetics, describing his condition: exhausted by hardship, he has come to their hermitage despondent and deprived of the outward signs of his former royal standing, expressing that this feels like the greatest possible sorrow.