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Shloka 2.20.47

अयोध्याकाण्डे विंशः सर्गः — Rama Enters Kauśalyā’s Antaḥpura; Ritual Preparations and the Shock of Exile

अपश्यन्ती तव मुखं परिपूर्णशशिप्रभम्।कृपणा वर्तयिष्यामि कथं कृपणजीविकाम्।।।।

apaśyantī tava mukhaṃ paripūrṇaśaśiprabham | kṛpaṇā vartayiṣyāmi kathaṃ kṛpaṇajīvikām ||

Without beholding your face, radiant as the full moon, how shall I—wretched—go on living this miserable life?

Without beholding your face that is as bright as the full Moon, how can this wretched woman live this pitiable life?

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Rāma

The verse underscores the cost of righteous duty (Rāma’s obedience) on loved ones; Dharma often demands sacrifice that must be borne with truthfulness and compassion.

Facing imminent separation from her son, Kausalyā expresses the emotional devastation of not seeing Rāma’s face during his forest exile.

Deep affection (vātsalya) and sincerity—her love is presented as pure, not political.