Shloka 51
Vāraṇāvata-prasaṃsā and the Pāṇḍavas’ Departure (वरणावत-प्रशंसा तथा पाण्डव-प्रयाणम्)
पुत्रेण तेन प्रीतो5हं भरद्वाजो मया यथा । गोक्षीरं पिबतो दृष्टवा धनिनस्तत्र पुत्रकान् अश्वत्थामारुदद् बालस्तन्मे संदेहयद् दिश:,उस पुत्रसे मुझे उतनी ही प्रसन्नता हुई, जितनी मुझसे मेरे पिता भरद्वाजको हुई थी। एक दिनकी बात है, गोधनके धनी ऋषिकुमार गायका दूध पी रहे थे। उन्हें देखकर मेरा छोटा बच्चा अश्वत्थामा भी बाल-स्वभावके कारण दूध पीनेके लिये मचल उठा और रोने लगा। इससे मेरी आँखोंके सामने अँधेरा छा गया--मुझे दिशाओंके पहचाननेमें भी संशय होने लगा
putreṇa tena prīto 'haṃ bharadvājo mayā yathā | gokṣīraṃ pibato dṛṣṭvā dhaninas tatra putrakān | aśvatthāmā rudad bālas tan me saṃdehayad diśaḥ ||
Vaiśampāyana said: “Because of that son I was delighted—just as my father Bharadvāja had once been delighted with me. But one day, seeing the sons of wealthy men there drinking cow’s milk, my little child Aśvatthāmā, in the helplessness of childhood, began to cry, longing for milk. At that sight my mind was overwhelmed; it was as though darkness fell before my eyes, and I could scarcely discern the directions.”
वैशम्पायन उवाच
Educational Q&A
The verse highlights the ethical sting of inequality: a parent’s joy in a child is pierced by the child’s unmet needs when confronted with others’ abundance. It evokes compassion and shows how deprivation can shape later choices and character.
The narrator recalls being pleased with his son Aśvatthāmā, but then describes a moment when the child sees wealthy boys drinking cow’s milk. Wanting the same, Aśvatthāmā cries, and the father becomes mentally overwhelmed, losing his sense of direction from grief and distress.