अध्याय १२८: शिव–उमा संवादः — तिलोत्तमा, श्मशान-मेध्यता, तथा चातुर्वर्ण्य-धर्मः
Chapter 128: Śiva–Umā Dialogue—Tilottamā, the Ritual Valence of the Śmaśāna, and the Fourfold Duty-Code
अन्तर्गतमभिप्रायं नूनं नेच्छसि लज्जया । विवेक्तुं प्राप्तिशैथिल्यात् तेनासि हरिण: कृश:
antargatam abhiprāyaṃ nūnaṃ necchasi lajjayā | vivektuṃ prāpti-śaithilyāt tenāsi hariṇaḥ kṛśaḥ |
Gewiss willst du aus Scham die Absicht, die in deinem Herzen verborgen liegt, nicht offenbaren. Weil du daran zweifelst, das Begehrte zu erlangen, ist dein Entschluss erschlafft; darum zehrst du dahin—wie ein Hirsch—mager geworden durch ängstliches Grübeln.
ब्राह्मण उवाच
The verse highlights how unspoken desire combined with doubt about success weakens determination; this inner conflict manifests as visible distress. Ethically, it points to the need for clarity of intention and steadiness of resolve rather than being consumed by anxious hesitation.
A brāhmaṇa addresses someone who is visibly wasting away. He infers that the person is hiding an inner wish out of modesty and, because of uncertainty about attaining the desired goal, has become mentally agitated and physically emaciated—likened to a timid deer.